Love Has Called My Name
I have been there when it is hard to love someone that God has called me to love. When I finally let go, He empowered me to love and to keep loving. Yes, I have walked away first many times before coming back to love. God is always patience, kind, gentle and affirming through it all.
Living out God’s calling as a redeemed person myself, I trust that my gifts, talents and personal temperament all factor in how He uses me.
And there I will give her her vineyards
and make the Valley of Achor[e] a door of hope.
And there she shall answer as in the days of her youth,
as at the time when she came out of the land of Egypt. – Hosea 2:15 ESV
I am adopted into His family. He transforms my valleys, my sin patterns, into a door of hope for others. And all of who I am intersects with human need around me.
And the Lord said to me, “Go again, love a woman who is loved by another man and is an adulteress, even as the Lord loves the children of Israel, though they turn to other gods and love cakes of raisins.” – Hosea 3:1 ESV
Despite my own unfaithfulness, foolishness and obstinacy, God’s love and patience endures and leads me through hardship to discipleship. God is responsible for making me righteous – justified.
With that comes peace.
Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we[a] have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him we have also obtained access by faith[b] into this grace in which we stand, and we[c] rejoice[d] in hope of the glory of God. Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us. – Romans 5:1 ESV
Suffering is an intense word. Maybe it would be good to check out what it means. Translated it means pressure or affliction.
The expression given to me that allows me to endure is God’s love and my ability to love too.