Love & The Outcome – King Of My Heart
Not a single soul—be it a student, disciple, parishioner, devotee, son, or daughter—could ride our coattails to glory. “If you are wise, you are wise for yourself.”
If you are wise, you are wise for yourself;
if you scoff, you alone will bear it. – Proverbs 9:12 ESV
So it happens in my heart – change, wisdom and growing into the character of God. This is where I need to spend time – with my heart.
If all who laboured for the conversion of others were to introduce them immediately into Prayer and the Interior Life, and make it their main design to gain and win over the heart, numberless as well as permanent conversions would certainly ensue. On the contrary, few and transient fruits must attend that labour which is confined to outward matters; such as burdening the disciple with a thousand precepts for external exercises, instead of leaving the soul to Christ by the occupation of the heart in Him. – A Short and Easy Method of Prayer – Madame Guyon
I was reading about Jesus’ ability to see the importance of the heart.
Now when Jesus saw a crowd around him, he gave orders to go over to the other side. And a scribe came up and said to him, “Teacher, I will follow you wherever you go.” And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.” Another of the disciples said to him, “Lord, let me first go and bury my father.” And Jesus said to him, “Follow me, and leave the dead to bury their own dead.” – Matthew 8:18 ESV
Jesus liked leaving crowds or at least withdrawing from them. If He was going to change the world, why would He be leaving the opportunity? Therein lays our mistake that many fall into today. Jesus was not trying to gain an audience; His primary task was to prepare an army. He wasn’t even looking for a following; He was really interested in forging followers. He was looking for disciples, not only the ones who listened but the one who wanted to become like Him. The journey of a follower experiences confusion, amazement, bewilderment, astonishment, testing, saving, breaking, encouragement, being exposed, and protection. How many want to be followed by such an individual? That is what it takes for commitment, it is what the journey looks like when we are going to live to share Jesus’ life with others and teach them how to live it.
When we realise what the journey looks like, we might say we are not too sure we want to start such a journey. That’s OK. It just means that we have come to realise that we cannot be a disciple in our own strength.
Jesus understood this with the two men in the verse above. He wants to see where my heart is.